`` UNBEARABLE PAIN; THE LONELINESS I'M SUFFERING ]]does anyone noes? ;;

UNBEARABLE PAIN

all this PAIN i'm ~~feeling~~ INSIDE
is just too much for ME to bear

NO ONE understands me at ~~ALL?~~
can someone SAVE me from these pain

even when i'm under all those glaring stars
I still feel that it's very DARK

light comes & i walk ALONE

feelin lonely
feelin EMPTY
feelin down
~~waitin~~ for SOMEBODY to accompany me...
ALWAES WAITING
i am ~~alone~~
i want to ~~cry~~
but i try not to
WAITIN to b accompanied

~~imagine~~ u're now entering
a ~~place~~
where u sit or stand ALONE
n LONELINESS u embrace
the PAIN in ur hEaRt approaches
ur mouth gets dry
~~all~~ u feel like DOING
is sitting down to CRY

i'm DYING
i'm afraid i cant bear E pain in my heart,
n would ~~stab~~ myself to death one dae.
i cant BREATHE
it's so hard
it's lik i hab to ~~hold~~ my breathe in the water FOREVER....
SOMEONE...
TAKE my hands,HOLD mie tight
i wan to get ~~away~~ from tis DARKNESS
PLS....pls....PLS SAVE MIE FROM TIS PLACE

ll|ll|ll|ll|ll|ll|ll|
copyrighted by
`Huiishann-*

Thursday, November 16, 2006 2:41 PM

Wooa.dunno wad will b my life next year.
jessica,xin,jesslyn,mag,juting....n alot alot more not same class as mie.
n next year i go de class onli got 9ppl from 2g.
i cann onlii rmb afew.
stanley,chi seng,hafiz,syairah,yan sen n mie plus 3 more.
den e rest are all from 2f.
sianx lors.all i dunno dex.
except for lewis,yixin n gina...dayan?dun quite noe him lors.
haishx.jessica,xin jesslyn dey all sure becum good frens.oh ya...plus weiling.
weiling same class as dem n fu wei also.
wad a big family.for mie?onli noe a few onli.hope tuu make new frens lors.
hope next year will b a best year like tis year.hope everything will b fine.No trouble or wad so ever.feeling lonely lors.no reali close frens.nobody tuu share secrets wif.a new environment.hope i could cope it.=]

` i'm trapped.s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me______ ;;

`. + *[[ L0nEly -! ]]* +.` ;

MY LAST NOTES
. [[* c0nd0lenCes; ]-