Thursday, June 22, 2006
2:33 PM
hmm....ytd went tuu west coast park for badly outing...sun burn...anyway...woohooo!i finally saw him todae jux now...hehx...so damn excited but i act like i dosent give a damn haha...haishx...still loving hiim i've neva miissed a person so much eva in my lyfe...cant go on anymore mayb 1 day i mux tell the truth...but i scared....haishx...dunno wad tuu do....jux gonna go on...but my life really really suckz without him man...wad am i gonna do?haishx....regretted it very much haha...
` i'm trapped.s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me______ ;;
`. + *[[ L0nEly -! ]]* +.` ;
Sunday, June 18, 2006
10:51 PM
3 daes lerhx...0bviously,i regretted...my decision..WHY?i haven been so sad b4...tt means my luf for him hab siink tuu da bottom....i lurrbe hiim lotx....hey boy,u noe tt marhx? i think u should b thinking tt i hate euu bahx?N0pe u r wrong...i've been waiting...3 daes lerhx n i still cant forget euu...n i'm waitng n waiting n was hoping tt i would recieve good news from u...but wads tt?y am i so excited over it.? coz it concerns part of my life...aniwae it's my happiness...hmmm...haishx...tuu b continued haishx...
` i'm trapped.s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me______ ;;
`. + *[[ L0nEly -! ]]* +.` ;
Saturday, June 17, 2006
11:47 PM
haishx...now....very sad lehx.....very very......i'm so stupid....if time could turn back juz for miie....but now i hab tuu look forward orelse....haha....ppl kill miie....haha....i miss the times VERY MUCH...you noe how much it hurts marhx?i think u dont. u r not ready.not prepare.u dunno how to.N i'm disappointed in euu. I knew i shouldnt hab believe wad euu hab said b4. it's too late. n too late tuu change my decision. if i hab listen tuu someone...n not memtion it so early...i should hab wait n c how long he could hab lied tuu mie.....i'm sorry...dunno wad tuu do lehx....i miss euu badly...penny ur thoughts.......haishx........devastated..........it hurts....alot.....though it's over...but i'm thinkin of u everydae....i think u dunch noe tt bahx...wad r u thinking?i also dunno....r u clear on wad euu r doing? hey boy....u cant go on like tis....man!haha...u cant....i think we should reflect on the things.....REFLECT....aniwae...i'm missing u dae by dae badly...hope tuu see u....hope tuu get near u again....hope u understands everythingy....
dunch noe when den i will forget hiim.....i think i wont b able tuu do so...haha....i dun mind u treating mie like tis but wad i wan ish simple....i wan u tuu stay by my side.......4evaaaaaaa.........my luff.....haishx...tell mie wad...can i do.........anway next wednesdae will b our bmt outing woohooo i can shout out loud....n hope my unhapppiness will disappear haha...-in my dreams!-looking forward....miss mahhs frens alot man...muackiex...love all of u my god meix god jiex god gor god didi n my dearest frens who r dere ferr mie!i love u all wors..haha...muacks!n lastly mux thanks my bmt frens n senoirs love u all too!thanks...tt u all cheered mie up!thanks
` i'm trapped.s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me______ ;;
`. + *[[ L0nEly -! ]]* +.` ;
_ SUICIDED.
` HuiShan
` 29th march
` fourteen
` badminton
` loves 2G`o6
` Fuhua sec
` aries
` siingle
` waiiting f0r my PRINCE =))
_ HATES.
` backstabbers
` liars
` ppl who loves tuu act
` hyprocrites
` cheaters
` betrayers