Tuesday, November 28, 2006
7:31 PM
haishx..i'm such a failure lor.play badminton until so sucks!haihsx...reali sad lor...feel lik givin up.but i trained for almost two years.N it's realii tough.N if i give up now.it's lik so wasted.haishx.i wan tuu b as pro as lam n yumiko.i onli ask for tt.i dun wan tuu get reali reali pro lik xiao bai.but my expectations onli so low but seems lik i cant reach my expectations.WHY?i'll continue tuu try my best but i scared i cant.my patience is losing up...i noe i mux work hard so my footwork n skills will improve...haishx.but reali tough lors.reali very stressed.sleep also dream of HOW tuu play singles...how tuu run faster n how tuu hit e ball...haihsx...all tis stress i'm coping...hope i'm coping well.i missed doubles.but i noe i cant look back.it's all e past.haishx.N now i reali hab tuu put in all my effort.-TRYING HARD-
2dec which is sat.will b flying...overseas.
den 13th cum back...14th dec resume training.
haihsx...reali worried tt my stamina n bmt skills n those footwork will deprove.now i already so lousy liaos.will my skills drop when i cum back for training?L0Ls' i sounded like i'll b gone for a long long tym...hahas.but i'm jux worry lors.can i leave everything down n enjoy my holidaes?
can i stop worrying?CAN I?i'm reali reali stressed.i'm gonna work hard n put in my effort tuu be as pro as them.-far behind from dem-HOPE ITS JUX BECZ I JUX JOIN SINGLES.
- ` [[ * praying hard;hope my skills n footwork will improve + ]] ` wiish miie luck___
` i'm trapped.s0metimes i wished s0me0ne out there will findd me______ ;;
`. + *[[ L0nEly -! ]]* +.` ;
_ SUICIDED.
` HuiShan
` 29th march
` fourteen
` badminton
` loves 2G`o6
` Fuhua sec
` aries
` siingle
` waiiting f0r my PRINCE =))
_ HATES.
` backstabbers
` liars
` ppl who loves tuu act
` hyprocrites
` cheaters
` betrayers
