Wednesday, November 29, 2006
3:48 PM
haishx.THANKS for those encourging words.reali felt touched coz ppl cared for mie...hahas.u all brighten up my dae!!!hahas.THANKS ALOT.without those words i think i'm already on e waes of giving up...i will work up no matter wad.=]i'l; try my best even if i dun make it or wadeva happens.
-TODAE-
after traiining stroke wif michelle n ying en..so tuu train my footwork.I WAN MY TUU RUN FASTER!!!hahas-after awhile played singles wif esther lam.of coz i lose larhs.hahas.but at least i learn from my mistake-tt is i run tuu slow...haha.i'll try tuu train dex.after tt played wif xiiao baii.actualli wan tuu count e points dex...but she saes play play wif mie can lerhs den we play l0rs...hmmm...a great experience!coz i treat her as my very strong opponent.den in my heart i keep on encouraging myself....mux try my best....hahas.anyway,she taught my how tuu serve e ball.[kai qiu];how tuu serve high n far...my servin alwaes out dex.so i ask her how tuu serve high high...den she teach mie l0rs...den she still teach mie when i serve liaos my stand in e middle den legs bent abit so easy tuu run.den i do wad sae teach mie.N she still teach mie when i cuo qiu infront dun striaght away run tuu e back...whereas,move one step back INCASE e opponent cuo qiu back tuu mie so tt i'll hab e tym tuu hit e ball back...n i no nid tuu run so far...den still got...when i hit high ball[back hand de] tuu e opponent, i mux move one step forward incase e opponent gib mie another high ball back coz it's v difficult[not reali lars] tuu che sheng[coz back hand marhs den wan use fore hand tuu hit e ball] sounded complicated but nvm...hahas..i tink onli bmt de understand bahs?haha.lik tt lors.li xuan saes: play singles mux use brain.mux tink where tuu hit e ball so tt e opponent most likely will hab diificulties tuu hit back e ball.i must alwaes rmb it.n use my brain n tink.singles de reaction mux be fast.thanks tuu those who r helped mie tuu improve.dey r so willingly tuu help mie l0rs.reali very thankful.=].THANKS.i'll continue tuu work hard too.i dun wish tuu disappoint those who hab confidence in mie.or i wont feel good dex.JIA YOU HUISHAN!hahas-
my cheerleaders.L0LS'.hahas-[jk.found tis pic from internet.]
anyway,one more thing...b4 i end.hmm...one thing tuu sae.SOMEONE*i noe u now very pro in something* but can dun be so proud?hope u r changin ur attitude lors.dun b such a proud person.tt ppl HATE.becareful one dae u will fall.i hate ur attitude.reali sucks.N dun act chio act lian larhs.u sec 1 not lik tt dex.dunno since when u've changed.scold vulgars dat u dun scold b4.be urself.n i dun find any reason(s) why e fuckin hell u've changed.theres no ah lian or whoeva who is close tuu u.N it's obviously u wanna change urself dex.unless u hab ah lian friends or wadsoeva so mayb u kana influence by dem.but u dunch.why u wanna change?in e beggining i hab reali a very good impression of u.u reali v good in e past lors.NOW?n now u kept on critisizing ppl around u.CANT U STOP?u dun tink i dunno u also got sae mie okays?if u dare sae infront of mie.shout into my ears larhs!why b a humji sae behind my back?tis also concerns other ppl u've criticised.shout into their ears IF U DARE DUN CRITICISE PPL BEHIND PPL'S BACK.be a man.dare to do,dare tuu admit.OR PPL WILL LOOK DOWN ON U.u're jux a shit beneath my feet.=]signin off.finally let out all those hatred in my heart.i've been tellin myself tuu tahan.juz one more tym....one more tym...but now.i reali cant stand it.so wad if u r so pro in wadeva shit.compared tuu u, i noe i lousy but at least i dint *cant reach e grapes,sae e grapes sour*L0LS'.unlik u.BLEHX-shall end now.orelse later got valcano.hope u change ur attitude.i'm not scoldin or wad.i onli hope u will change.tt's all.
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`. + *[[ L0nEly -! ]]* +.` ;
_ SUICIDED.
` HuiShan
` 29th march
` fourteen
` badminton
` loves 2G`o6
` Fuhua sec
` aries
` siingle
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_ HATES.
` backstabbers
` liars
` ppl who loves tuu act
` hyprocrites
` cheaters
` betrayers