Wednesday, November 15, 2006
10:50 PM
awww...todae's phsical training okok larhs.run 5 rounds around e sch den jump e stairs each leg 5 times.like tt lors.haishx...so sad..my badminton sucks.i run so slow around e court den my skills also sux.wtf!haishx.dunno y larhs.sumtyms jux feel like givin up.but train so hard den in e end give up like very ke xi.So jux continue lor.tis few daes dunno y larhs.my defence so lousy lor.last tym my defence not bad dex but now?life sux lors.haishx.i tried my best.n now i'm going tuu work more harder.mayb i dint put in much effort?mayb lors.den goin overseas for 2 weeks in e dec.i v worry niax.haix.very stressed lor.my badminton already so sucks lerhs dun 2 weeks cannot train.i think after i cum back,e sec ones overtake mie le.den i'll b left behind liaos.my e sharon badminton quite good nors.sumtyms i think tt her badminton more better den mie.i'm such a failure.i'm rolling down e hill....very sorry tuu michelle lors[my doubles partner].i promise i will train hard for it.=]
feeling low.very sad-disappointed in myself too.
will i b able tuu stand up again?n lead?i dun think so.
but dun look down on mie.='[
encourage mie.=]HAISHX.
i reali dint put in effort lors.i noe tt.
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