`` UNBEARABLE PAIN; THE LONELINESS I'M SUFFERING ]]does anyone noes? ;;

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UNBEARABLE PAIN

all this PAIN i'm ~~feeling~~ INSIDE
is just too much for ME to bear

NO ONE understands me at ~~ALL?~~
can someone SAVE me from these pain

even when i'm under all those glaring stars
I still feel that it's very DARK

light comes & i walk ALONE

feelin lonely
feelin EMPTY
feelin down
~~waitin~~ for SOMEBODY to accompany me...
ALWAES WAITING
i am ~~alone~~
i want to ~~cry~~
but i try not to
WAITIN to b accompanied

~~imagine~~ u're now entering
a ~~place~~
where u sit or stand ALONE
n LONELINESS u embrace
the PAIN in ur hEaRt approaches
ur mouth gets dry
~~all~~ u feel like DOING
is sitting down to CRY

i'm DYING
i'm afraid i cant bear E pain in my heart,
n would ~~stab~~ myself to death one dae.
i cant BREATHE
it's so hard
it's lik i hab to ~~hold~~ my breathe in the water FOREVER....
SOMEONE...
TAKE my hands,HOLD mie tight
i wan to get ~~away~~ from tis DARKNESS
PLS....pls....PLS SAVE MIE FROM TIS PLACE

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`Huiishann-*

Tuesday, May 30, 2006 12:28 AM

oh yes! Me going put braces lerhx...hehx....jux now went tuu National Dental Centre at around 10.15 reach there den wait for mahhs turn tuu cum...blah blah den the orthodontics doctor ask mie take X-ray the do the mould thingy and take photographs of my teeth walao the nurse stretch my mouth until so damn pain like my lips gonna tear apart...hahax...anyway its over! on da 12/6 is another appointment n it will b another orthodontics doctor coz tis doctor will b moving tuu tanglin shopping mall...hehex next tym go i think is pluck teeth lerhx...haishx miie scared of pain...but bo bian for mahhs appearance i sacrifice lorhx...haha..dunno y so excited lehx...after mahhs badminton training i call hw n i tell him when next tym i put braces liaos i wanna put black n piink he sae tt later very ugly not his fault hor...walao...sae until like tt...i was like..wad the....how can he sae tt...?!!!freek man..haha...ok i pretend normal hehex...clever bahx...aniwae u noe y i wanna put black n piink?coz hw like black n white den my teeth already white so put black then my favourite colour ish piink so black n white together wif piink...i noe it's stupid but i happy can lerhx...haha i still rmb i heard one sissy laughing...sounds like mine hurhs? yah yah~hw saes it's a girl~-_-'' like real wors...it's tt derrick if i'm not wrong his name ish spelt like tt bhax...blehx....frankly speaking the tym we spend talking on da phone hab becum lesser n lesser...hohoho....(yawn) wad tym lerhx now?...still chatting on msn somebody kept asking mie write testimonial dun feel like writing dun force me lehx walao eh....sianx lorhx...n nth tuu write...-no offence-
see n u will noe lerhx...-cry-
(e][R){kY} : YummY ! says:
now u haf time ?
(e][R){kY} : YummY ! says:
write me a testimonal lehx ...
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
okokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokok
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
but i dunno write wad
(e][R){kY} : YummY ! says:
u gt wholivesnear you ACCOUNT ?
(e][R){kY} : YummY ! says:
but the testimonal dun use "Copy n Paste method" type it out..
(e][R){kY} : YummY ! says:
haha
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
i dunno write wad
(e][R){kY} : YummY ! says:
anything
(e][R){kY} : YummY ! says:
but not say bad about me .....
(e][R){kY} : YummY ! says:
u free chat ? sianz
(e][R){kY} : the best food in EXPO hall 4 is Potato Wedges ! haha says:
hello
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
wadddddddd?????????????????????????????????
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
u writing testimonal ?
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
walao eh u really really of damn want the testimonial die die also wannnn?????????
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
sorry larx ...
finally u let me go...haha...hehex...so no nid write testimonial liaos lorhx...WOOHOOOO!!!
sianx wah piang...no idea wad tuu write nia n i also dun really noe u nth tuu write de lor...haishx.
shit! i copied n paste the conversation...that guy sure angry dex...dun care larhx...hehex(no offence) sianx dun talk bout this lerhx okay change topic...today bmt training becoz of long tym no train lerhx then my shoulder very pain niax....run 5 rounds around the sch den 50 pumpings 60 sit ups ok larhx...only tt 5 rounds make mie wanna die...haha...wah sei..tis month i will b busy like siao my time table full of activities...got aviva got bmt outing got class outing hab tuu see orthodontics doctor then got bmt training...busy like siao...haha heyys aniwae can sieze the chance tuu spend tym wif him lorhx..but onli da aviva can see him...haishx...heh but nevamind it's 5 daes so tt means continuous 5 daes can see HIM!!!!!!!! shit...sorry...i'm going mad..once i think of 'wadeva' i WILL go crazy...hahax...

zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
i gonna put braces!!!
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
oh ?
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
ya!!!
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
so happy
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
why ? wat braces ?
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
teeth de larhx
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
ahlamak
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
oh
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
u dunno wad braces are?
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
pain !
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
ya
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
i know
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
but i wan good appearance haha
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
hah
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
hehx
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
dun smile after putting it
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
haha
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
u free ? can chat ?
(e][R){kY} : S$660 needed . and $0.45 bus fare says:
u free ? can chat ?
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
y cant smile?
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
idiot larhx
(e][R){kY} : S$660 needed . and $0.45 bus fare says:
if n0t can see the braces
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
stupid
(e][R){kY} : S$660 needed . and $0.45 bus fare says:
.....
(e][R){kY} : S$660 needed . and $0.45 bus fare says:
nvr take care of teeth ?
wtf...dun continue lerhx so stupid...ok...i continue watching youtube...tt website got mie haha...no larhx jkjk...next tym sure got mie...hehex...

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