airveridae+fantasy

2006-12-01T20:04:00.000+08:00

wooohooo...goin overseas tml lerhs!haihsx.todae play friendly match wif st` anthony n anglican.whooo so tired man!played total of 6 matches.i'm dying...l0ls'hahas.ok nvm i tried my best except for suen tt match coz leg cramp...poor mie...haishx.n won onli 2 matche..kaos.reali disappointed lors.but nvm it was a great experience for mie coz first tym play singles marhs.although lose 4 matches so many lors.but dun look down on mie wors.i will tried my best dex.run faster.poor mie lors.got a little small blister under my feet...awww...so pain...hahas.wish all e ppl in bmt luck.play well alwaes!muacks!haha
tried my best lerhs.hmm.actually i cried after playing wif ee lin..de jac de opponent.score was 13/21, 11/21. i reali tried my best lors.den lose was utterly disappointed.but nvm.i already tried my best le.it's okay!<3

2006-11-30T19:28:00.000+08:00

ouhs` going overseas tiis saturdae lerhs.haishx.WILL miiss e division training dex.tym files lors.so fast dec le.feel tt i nv do anything except bmt training for E holidaes.nv study nv nth.lik wastin my tym lors.i nv do anything meaningful lehs..hmm.anyway,i'm goin broke!!go overseas still nig tuu buy things for 2G'o6 ppl den whole badminton teamPLUScoach.den some more frens lik reina larhs hontat larhs den still gorts.SIANX.l0ls'E luggage will b overweight!haha.hope go there will b able tuu get my favourite e things.Lik pencil box, bag;etc.hope it'll b fun!haiya...den cant post for 12 daes.tml mayb cant post lerhs.Coz tml 7.30am nid reach sch.Den sch bus drive us tuu bishan play friendly match wif dunno wad sch.hmm...dunno coach will ask mie play anot lehs.IF coach ask mie play,i scared i kana scoldin lors coz my servin alwaes out niax.Kaos.PHEWS.n sumtyms i no tym move backwards den my high ball onli half of e court niax.den e opponent will sha qiu.n i alwaes hit e ball back tuu e opponent's hand.Hope i will improve lors.=].WISH MIE LUCK!*kekex*smilex-
[[ + ^ the stress i'm undergoing.will i be able tuu cope?holdin back my tears.tried my best.sumtyms reali angry bout myself.i noe i should make e opponent run.but fail tuu.everytym forgot lors.if not i tink i will get more points.reali very angry of myself.cant i use my brain n think instead of thinkin stupid stuff!everytym i hit e ball back tuu e opponent's hand dex.yingen also said tt.nvm.try harder next tym.JIA YOU HUISHAN! _____*]]haishx such a useless freak! so angry of myself!!!!!!!!stupid brains i hab!.grrrrrh..

%Greatful; + [[hatred~]#

2006-11-29T15:48:00.000+08:00

haishx.THANKS for those encourging words.reali felt touched coz ppl cared for mie...hahas.u all brighten up my dae!!!hahas.THANKS ALOT.without those words i think i'm already on e waes of giving up...i will work up no matter wad.=]i'l; try my best even if i dun make it or wadeva happens.
-TODAE-
after traiining stroke wif michelle n ying en..so tuu train my footwork.I WAN MY TUU RUN FASTER!!!hahas-after awhile played singles wif esther lam.of coz i lose larhs.hahas.but at least i learn from my mistake-tt is i run tuu slow...haha.i'll try tuu train dex.after tt played wif xiiao baii.actualli wan tuu count e points dex...but she saes play play wif mie can lerhs den we play l0rs...hmmm...a great experience!coz i treat her as my very strong opponent.den in my heart i keep on encouraging myself....mux try my best....hahas.anyway,she taught my how tuu serve e ball.[kai qiu];how tuu serve high n far...my servin alwaes out dex.so i ask her how tuu serve high high...den she teach mie l0rs...den she still teach mie when i serve liaos my stand in e middle den legs bent abit so easy tuu run.den i do wad sae teach mie.N she still teach mie when i cuo qiu infront dun striaght away run tuu e back...whereas,move one step back INCASE e opponent cuo qiu back tuu mie so tt i'll hab e tym tuu hit e ball back...n i no nid tuu run so far...den still got...when i hit high ball[back hand de] tuu e opponent, i mux move one step forward incase e opponent gib mie another high ball back coz it's v difficult[not reali lars] tuu che sheng[coz back hand marhs den wan use fore hand tuu hit e ball] sounded complicated but nvm...hahas..i tink onli bmt de understand bahs?haha.lik tt lors.li xuan saes: play singles mux use brain.mux tink where tuu hit e ball so tt e opponent most likely will hab diificulties tuu hit back e ball.i must alwaes rmb it.n use my brain n tink.singles de reaction mux be fast.thanks tuu those who r helped mie tuu improve.dey r so willingly tuu help mie l0rs.reali very thankful.=].THANKS.i'll continue tuu work hard too.i dun wish tuu disappoint those who hab confidence in mie.or i wont feel good dex.JIA YOU HUISHAN!hahas-
my cheerleaders.L0LS'.hahas-[jk.found tis pic from internet.]
anyway,one more thing...b4 i end.hmm...one thing tuu sae.SOMEONE*i noe u now very pro in something* but can dun be so proud?hope u r changin ur attitude lors.dun b such a proud person.tt ppl HATE.becareful one dae u will fall.i hate ur attitude.reali sucks.N dun act chio act lian larhs.u sec 1 not lik tt dex.dunno since when u've changed.scold vulgars dat u dun scold b4.be urself.n i dun find any reason(s) why e fuckin hell u've changed.theres no ah lian or whoeva who is close tuu u.N it's obviously u wanna change urself dex.unless u hab ah lian friends or wadsoeva so mayb u kana influence by dem.but u dunch.why u wanna change?in e beggining i hab reali a very good impression of u.u reali v good in e past lors.NOW?n now u kept on critisizing ppl around u.CANT U STOP?u dun tink i dunno u also got sae mie okays?if u dare sae infront of mie.shout into my ears larhs!why b a humji sae behind my back?tis also concerns other ppl u've criticised.shout into their ears IF U DARE DUN CRITICISE PPL BEHIND PPL'S BACK.be a man.dare to do,dare tuu admit.OR PPL WILL LOOK DOWN ON U.u're jux a shit beneath my feet.=]signin off.finally let out all those hatred in my heart.i've been tellin myself tuu tahan.juz one more tym....one more tym...but now.i reali cant stand it.so wad if u r so pro in wadeva shit.compared tuu u, i noe i lousy but at least i dint *cant reach e grapes,sae e grapes sour*L0LS'.unlik u.BLEHX-shall end now.orelse later got valcano.hope u change ur attitude.i'm not scoldin or wad.i onli hope u will change.tt's all.

2006-11-28T19:31:00.000+08:00

haishx..i'm such a failure lor.play badminton until so sucks!haihsx...reali sad lor...feel lik givin up.but i trained for almost two years.N it's realii tough.N if i give up now.it's lik so wasted.haishx.i wan tuu b as pro as lam n yumiko.i onli ask for tt.i dun wan tuu get reali reali pro lik xiao bai.but my expectations onli so low but seems lik i cant reach my expectations.WHY?i'll continue tuu try my best but i scared i cant.my patience is losing up...i noe i mux work hard so my footwork n skills will improve...haishx.but reali tough lors.reali very stressed.sleep also dream of HOW tuu play singles...how tuu run faster n how tuu hit e ball...haihsx...all tis stress i'm coping...hope i'm coping well.i missed doubles.but i noe i cant look back.it's all e past.haishx.N now i reali hab tuu put in all my effort.-TRYING HARD-
2dec which is sat.will b flying...overseas.
den 13th cum back...14th dec resume training.
haihsx...reali worried tt my stamina n bmt skills n those footwork will deprove.now i already so lousy liaos.will my skills drop when i cum back for training?L0Ls' i sounded like i'll b gone for a long long tym...hahas.but i'm jux worry lors.can i leave everything down n enjoy my holidaes?
can i stop worrying?CAN I?i'm reali reali stressed.i'm gonna work hard n put in my effort tuu be as pro as them.-far behind from dem-HOPE ITS JUX BECZ I JUX JOIN SINGLES.
- ` [[ * praying hard;hope my skills n footwork will improve + ]] ` wiish miie luck___

2006-11-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

stucked here.
i dunno wad tuu do.
ALL ALONE.
even in bmt.
now playin singles.
next year too.nobody same class as mie.
no frens at all.onli yixin,gina.
no more.haishx.
reali sucks lors.
my life sux.
i wan frens.suddenly felt so damn ass lonely.reali lonely lors.haihsx.i dun wanna continue anymore.it's so tough.dunno if i can cope anot.my world is like darkness.feel like crying.cry out loud.cry all my might.i realli felt so sucky.lik nobody tuu talk tuu.nobody tuu share secrets wif.tt kind of terrible feeling.dunno why feel tis way.realli felt so terrible.wad will my life b , tml?next week?1 hr later?haishx.i'm tinkin much?i duno.

2006-11-24T22:16:00.000+08:00

camp's fun!especially e night walk...tough mie kana flourPLUSwaterPLUSdetergent,IT'S FUN!we hab tuu blind fold ourselves.den walk.
anyway first night onli slept for 2hrsPLUS.coz of richoon's laughter.n sec1girls de gossips.den 2nd night emily snatch sleepin bag from mie!!!grrr so cold...tt tym iwas reali tired den dun care so much le...den sleep immediately lerhs...3am sleep until 7am.szeting pat on my butt tuu wake mie up.den i woke up lors.feelin cold n reali tired.hmmm...now also tired.anyway camp's fun lors.
haha.all thanks tuu e committee members.who planned so hard.signing off.hab tuu help jessica do her blog de template.-sianx-everytym bully mie.ask mie do.wah kao.bad siax.

2006-11-17T16:51:00.000+08:00

todae coach ask us tuu write down who we wan tuu pair wif.1st choice n 2nd choice.So stressed.i reali dunno put who lors.thinkin v hard.of coz nobody wans tuu a person who is not reali good in bmt rites?yea~tt's why.michelle sae she put mie as 1st choice.but i dunno whether tuu put her as 1st choice anot.coz i like make but alot of mistakes bahs?but she sae we mo qi good.but i dunno lehx.okok larhs.sumtyms also got some ball we dunno who take.SOMETYMS ONLI.ok den second choice i dunno put who leis?i reali very fan nia...dunno who tuu put.sianx...will go ask ppl who dey choose den ask dem gib opinion.see lors.=]

i hope i wont make e wrong choice.
n if i nv choose *whoeva* reali sorry.
i realii dunch noe lehx.
HELP MIE=]
i onli noe my bmt skills sucks!

2006-11-16T14:41:00.000+08:00

Wooa.dunno wad will b my life next year.
jessica,xin,jesslyn,mag,juting....n alot alot more not same class as mie.
n next year i go de class onli got 9ppl from 2g.
i cann onlii rmb afew.
stanley,chi seng,hafiz,syairah,yan sen n mie plus 3 more.
den e rest are all from 2f.
sianx lors.all i dunno dex.
except for lewis,yixin n gina...dayan?dun quite noe him lors.
haishx.jessica,xin jesslyn dey all sure becum good frens.oh ya...plus weiling.
weiling same class as dem n fu wei also.
wad a big family.for mie?onli noe a few onli.hope tuu make new frens lors.
hope next year will b a best year like tis year.hope everything will b fine.No trouble or wad so ever.feeling lonely lors.no reali close frens.nobody tuu share secrets wif.a new environment.hope i could cope it.=]

2006-11-15T22:50:00.000+08:00

awww...todae's phsical training okok larhs.run 5 rounds around e sch den jump e stairs each leg 5 times.like tt lors.haishx...so sad..my badminton sucks.i run so slow around e court den my skills also sux.wtf!haishx.dunno y larhs.sumtyms jux feel like givin up.but train so hard den in e end give up like very ke xi.So jux continue lor.tis few daes dunno y larhs.my defence so lousy lor.last tym my defence not bad dex but now?life sux lors.haishx.i tried my best.n now i'm going tuu work more harder.mayb i dint put in much effort?mayb lors.den goin overseas for 2 weeks in e dec.i v worry niax.haix.very stressed lor.my badminton already so sucks lerhs dun 2 weeks cannot train.i think after i cum back,e sec ones overtake mie le.den i'll b left behind liaos.my e sharon badminton quite good nors.sumtyms i think tt her badminton more better den mie.i'm such a failure.i'm rolling down e hill....very sorry tuu michelle lors[my doubles partner].i promise i will train hard for it.=]

feeling low.very sad-disappointed in myself too.
will i b able tuu stand up again?n lead?i dun think so.
but dun look down on mie.='[
encourage mie.=]HAISHX.
i reali dint put in effort lors.i noe tt.

2006-11-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

Love love love.in tis world is there such thing as everlasting love?
seems like ALMOST everyone is suffering bcoz of LOVE.
haishx.it's like a virus.mutiplying fast.why?
WHY?izzit reali so hard tuu find a person u love n he/she loves u too?
wad e hell is in tis world now?
true love?will u b able tuu find one?
being loved is a wonderful thing.SO?
treasure it.
if u onli puppy love e person.den dun stead larhs.
dun play people's feelings.u wont noe how deep u hurt e person.
if u reali love somebody,u will b willingly sacrifice anything for him n her.
nth can stop u.
but dun ask for more.treasure wad euu hab now.dun take things for
granted.
it's like so scary...ppl around mie SUFFERED.
jux four letters word.but SO STRONG.
why?why ppl ended up like tis?
is there smth wrong?or wad?
can anybody tell mie?
l0ve should b a wondeful thing n yet ppl out dere r suffering.
haishx.
i juz hope ppl out there.
calm down.think carefully.den make ur decision.
all euu nid is tym.jux relax.
N THOSE PPL PUT DERE.DUN HURT PPL'S FEELINGS!
U DUNNO HOW IT HURTS.
PLS UNDERSTAND.PUT URSELF IN PPL'S SHOES.HOW WOULD U FEEL?
izzit reali so gret tuu hurt ppl?
dun understand why?
n will not belive about wad fuckin everlasting love.
it's jux a lie.

2006-11-12T22:03:00.000+08:00

todae wake up at 12pm.wooaa...so late!hmm....so tired lor.todae wake up wif muscles pains.ytd lor.went tuu gym.train tummy n shoulders.train very hard lehx.i do 50times[18kg] and 10times[23kg]dex.i cannot tahan le.den still got do e shoulder de lors.i dun wan my shoulders tuu get reali broad.so i do onli 20times[5times 23kg][15times 18kg].den still got train my legs.cycle for 10mins den stop.ran e treadmill for 5 mins.stop again.take e weight[1.5kg]up down up down a few times onli as it was tuu heavy lors.see i trained so hard.l0ls'.hope my shoulders wont go any broader.hmmm...my tummy musclesreali hurts.but wo hen kai xin.coz it means tt i've burn some of e tummy fats!YAY!VICTORY!-lame-.dun talk bout tis larhs.sianx.
todae went tuu jp[jurong point] buy textbooks.was thinkin.'tym flies'.very fast lor.realised tt i dint even work hard.dint even studied for all e tests/common test/class test n examinations.for e past few mths,i've been slackin n slackin.felt reali bad.n,regret tt i dint study hard.but i was too too lazy tuu study.reali wan tuu work hard next year.but was reali too lazy larhs.haiya.dunno larhx.but 1 year very fast finish dex.lata N level...wth!!!so fast lor...sec 4 ma...walao.by e tym IF i wan tuu study i think it might be too late.so was deciding tuu study reali hard next year.but i reali hate tuu study.who likes tuu study?haishx.so fan lor.but i onli noe for now,i wan tuu concentrate in badminton.NOTHING ELSE.study?haiya...next year den work hard lors.wan tuu enjoy my holidaes first.hmmm...YAY!goin overseas from 2 dec tuu 13dec.HORRAY!but....haishx.no training lehx.NO TRAINING=NO LIFE.l0ls'...haha.felt abit weird or smth.i'm worried tt when i came from from hols,my badminton skills drop.so decided tuu exercise even when i'm on hols...mayb run around e hotel or wad.but i scared i'll see ghost...l0ls'-touch wood-haha.anywae,for e following weeks,will b a tiring week for mie.everydae training.next week[tml]every morning 9am tuu 12pm....continue until fridae den stop.den saturdae going bowling wif cousin den at nite,goin gym again wif beechin.get rid of my tummy fats again.i wan a six packs!i wan i wan!i wan a nice body shape...haha...i wan flat tummy.my expectation=tuu get flat tummy can lerhs.no fats at all.hehx...but difficult tuu train lors.but no matter wad,i'm gonna work hard for it.wish mie luck!haha.muacks<3.
LURRBES 2G `o6 UNFERRGETABLE MEMORIIEX.<3will>
>jessiica ba0beiix,jesslyn,xin,boon,chye,chris,esther.N ALOT ALOT MORE.<3>
i'll treasure all e moments/times tt we've spent.
lurrbes euuss.

2006-11-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

todae open hse was fun.but i dint realli do my duty.i was at e art tt side dere doing badges,keychain n draw e hand thingy.l0ls'.it was so damn fun!b4 tt,played bmt wif miss chan.YAY!i won.=phaha.aniwae also played table tennis wif expertize table tennis players. haha.after tt,another round wif jason,ryan den hontat.jason was cool.haha.ryan stroke wif mie knowin tt i'm such an idiot in table tennis.hahas.den hontat.hontat play high ball wif mie.hey
laugh at mie larhx!sacastic!!!asshole!i dunno how tuu play ma.but my skills better than yunzhong.hehex.but anywae i smack hontat.haha.YAY!i won!but after tt ryan wans tuu play wif hontat den i go up tuu e hall n continue wif my duty.went upstairs.drink my bottle of green tea.look around.played bmt.sianx.i'm not doin any duty lor.haha.i'm jux dere tuu gib more trouble?l0ls'.nono.absolutely not.k.den after tt went tuu gym wif beechin.argghhh!!!so tired.6pm sharp,went down wait for my mum.mum's car!!!hop in.n went striaght back home.bathe le.was dying.so tired.reali tired.cant open my eyes!den,went out eat dinner wif family.awww....so full!haishx.todae train so hard no use le!hahas.reali enjoyed my dae!
hmm...still got lots of things i missed out.thanks tuu cheryl n tiffany.for helpin mie draw my hand...blahx blahx.n michelle for decorating e badge for mie.hahas.yunzhong too!but yunzhong one was eewwww...too plain.but thx tuu her anyway.n stupid kok woon n nicholas.stop all tt crap, all tt stupid questions!n for jason,next year i goin snatch e 'PAIKIA'S' SEAT!yayay!!!!haha.
[first cum first serve service.]

2006-11-05T12:09:00.000+08:00

hmmm...todae went woodlands e clean n green week do CIP.walao...dere e ppl so...damn behave like beggars!fighting over a bun n an apple!wtf?!n dey most of them r senoir citizens.cant dey jux behave?pushing here n dere.squeezing like mad jux tuu get a bun and an apple!-shake head-a bun n an apple is so cheap larhx.wad e hell...n some greedy pigs even take 3 tuu 4 packets of bread n apples...n cum back for next round...dey haven even eat it n cum for second round n e fact is one bag of bread n an apple n a bottle of neWater.haishx.why do ppl behave like tt.free de things everybody chiong...not free de ppl dun even gib a damn.wtf is tis world?dey like e hungry ghost u noe?n a few years neva eat like tt snatch like hell..walao eh...okok..fine...take all u want.but becareful...dun choke.or i'll b reali sorry for u..=]
hmm...later cousin cuming mahhs hse le...YAY!n hope tuesdae class outing will b reali fun!as i can enjoy all i want.wif nobody care.=]no nid tuu worry bout wad...no nid tuu worry tt i'm very close tuu ANY guy.can jux play like mad!HORRAY!hmm..now i no nid top up my prepaid card too often lerhx!n tt save lots n lots of money!n no nid activate free incoming...woooo...haha.i'm back tuu single!!!!single lifes great.no limit.no nth.=].congrats mie.<3>

2006-10-12T12:15:00.000+08:00

haishx.Mie now sec 2 lerhx still cant go out wif frens.wth!!!!n now holidae n after exam liaos still cannot???!!!! eh,wad i nid is freedom.alittle more freedom..now,all mahhs frwens canns go outs lerhx.but i cant.so sad..my biggest wish is to go out!!!!once in a while i ask u whether i can go out wif frwens marhx?u dun allow...i've never gone out wif frens b4 lor..except for some occasions like class outing?bmt outing?like tt onli.whenever our class de ppl organise something.i wished i can go niax.n when dey sae ice skating so fun...blah blah...haishx....
next year,if reali reali i cant tahan le.e day will cum.coz upper sec le.should at least lemme go out.if not i realli dun care so much.n run away from home!woohoo...den can spend all e tym playing hab fun do WADEVA i wan..
it's my life.can jux fuck off?dun care bout mie?i wan tuu study or not is my problem not urs.my life miserable or not is also my problem.jux fuck off.thanks.hahas.get away from mie.i'm going insane sooon.very soon.pls jux leave mie alone.gimme peace.tt's all i wanted.tt'a all i asked for.
mish him lots.haishx.later dunno going out anot..mux gib my fuckin mum attitude liaos.who ask her dun let mie go out wif frens den i also dun go out wif her.i rather go out wif dogs n pigs then her!hahas.she getting unreasonable.asshole.bitch.i'll be more difience than ever.hehx!muacks my frens n hym.sianx now...haix.

2006-08-05T23:27:00.000+08:00

sianx..hahas....mie wif dian yong..next photo will b mie wif euu* haha....pls take a photo wif mie...
yo! miiss mahhs la0g0ng lotx...hehex...i miss tt dae we play basketball together...haha...ta hao shuai orh...hehex...but play very rough...bad news...i cant go tuu sch early lerhx my mama dun let...haishx...but never mind hor laogong?coz we same class marhx...can see each other often...n good news ish tt i can change my geography tuu ur group lerhx...i changing wif jessica hopefuly my geo test i got high marks bahx..

twentyyFourrSeventhTw0o0foUr

2006-07-28T21:48:00.000+08:00

hahas...my new love story started on the 24th/7/2006...i thought i cant get over hiim but finally did...i guess he hab his own love story liaos bahx...heard hiim liike someone...hmms.good luck tuu hiim...n pls u fuckiin bastard pls mind ur words...better watch wad euu sae bout mie n me frens...cheebye.i do wad i wan n no nid tuu ask ur permission bout it.so stay out of my affairs n better stop talking bout mie asshole.UNDERSTAND?.idiiot.
/luff miie n my darLing ba0beIx=X
hmms..wad tuu talk bout neix?
nii haii hao bahx gor gor?hao jiiu meiix genn nii shou sheng 'nii hao marhx'...haHAS...wo aii mahhs frens-haii yo wo de 6 darLing ba0beI-reiina,yiixiin,xiinz,jessx,jesslynx n wo de zui aii. hahas... anyway feeling so good now lerhx...habbing hiim...life's great...aii nii yii beii zii,wo de baobei..haha...

2006-07-08T18:45:00.000+08:00

haishx...long tym neva write lerhx...haishx....i'm forgetting him....now i realised my frens r better than anything...i love dem....i dun feel like tuu hab stead or wad lehx...dunno why....i nid a break i'm tired of having stead...but sometimes i cant control feelings...haishx..dunno larhx...i dun wish tuu worry alot...i realli dunno wad tuu do...i think i'm not a good stead or wad...i dun feel like having a stead...but feelings cant control dex....suan lerhx...let it b...anyway i uploaded alot of pictures in friendster mux go n see worx! haha.... anywae tis pictures is taken at west coast park during bmt outing... still got alot..haha
lazy tuu load...

miissing euu badly

2006-06-22T14:33:00.000+08:00

hmm....ytd went tuu west coast park for badly outing...sun burn...anyway...woohooo!i finally saw him todae jux now...hehx...so damn excited but i act like i dosent give a damn haha...haishx...still loving hiim i've neva miissed a person so much eva in my lyfe...cant go on anymore mayb 1 day i mux tell the truth...but i scared....haishx...dunno wad tuu do....jux gonna go on...but my life really really suckz without him man...wad am i gonna do?haishx....regretted it very much haha...

devasTated`lurrBbs eUu sTill,b0y...

2006-06-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

3 daes lerhx...0bviously,i regretted...my decision..WHY?i haven been so sad b4...tt means my luf for him hab siink tuu da bottom....i lurrbe hiim lotx....hey boy,u noe tt marhx? i think u should b thinking tt i hate euu bahx?N0pe u r wrong...i've been waiting...3 daes lerhx n i still cant forget euu...n i'm waitng n waiting n was hoping tt i would recieve good news from u...but wads tt?y am i so excited over it.? coz it concerns part of my life...aniwae it's my happiness...hmmm...haishx...tuu b continued haishx...

love/

2006-06-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

haishx...now....very sad lehx.....very very......i'm so stupid....if time could turn back juz for miie....but now i hab tuu look forward orelse....haha....ppl kill miie....haha....i miss the times VERY MUCH...you noe how much it hurts marhx?i think u dont. u r not ready.not prepare.u dunno how to.N i'm disappointed in euu. I knew i shouldnt hab believe wad euu hab said b4. it's too late. n too late tuu change my decision. if i hab listen tuu someone...n not memtion it so early...i should hab wait n c how long he could hab lied tuu mie.....i'm sorry...dunno wad tuu do lehx....i miss euu badly...penny ur thoughts.......haishx........devastated..........it hurts....alot.....though it's over...but i'm thinkin of u everydae....i think u dunch noe tt bahx...wad r u thinking?i also dunno....r u clear on wad euu r doing? hey boy....u cant go on like tis....man!haha...u cant....i think we should reflect on the things.....REFLECT....aniwae...i'm missing u dae by dae badly...hope tuu see u....hope tuu get near u again....hope u understands everythingy....
dunch noe when den i will forget hiim.....i think i wont b able tuu do so...haha....i dun mind u treating mie like tis but wad i wan ish simple....i wan u tuu stay by my side.......4evaaaaaaa.........my luff.....haishx...tell mie wad...can i do.........anway next wednesdae will b our bmt outing woohooo i can shout out loud....n hope my unhapppiness will disappear haha...-in my dreams!-looking forward....miss mahhs frens alot man...muackiex...love all of u my god meix god jiex god gor god didi n my dearest frens who r dere ferr mie!i love u all wors..haha...muacks!n lastly mux thanks my bmt frens n senoirs love u all too!thanks...tt u all cheered mie up!thanks

2006-05-30T00:28:00.000+08:00

oh yes! Me going put braces lerhx...hehx....jux now went tuu National Dental Centre at around 10.15 reach there den wait for mahhs turn tuu cum...blah blah den the orthodontics doctor ask mie take X-ray the do the mould thingy and take photographs of my teeth walao the nurse stretch my mouth until so damn pain like my lips gonna tear apart...hahax...anyway its over! on da 12/6 is another appointment n it will b another orthodontics doctor coz tis doctor will b moving tuu tanglin shopping mall...hehex next tym go i think is pluck teeth lerhx...haishx miie scared of pain...but bo bian for mahhs appearance i sacrifice lorhx...haha..dunno y so excited lehx...after mahhs badminton training i call hw n i tell him when next tym i put braces liaos i wanna put black n piink he sae tt later very ugly not his fault hor...walao...sae until like tt...i was like..wad the....how can he sae tt...?!!!freek man..haha...ok i pretend normal hehex...clever bahx...aniwae u noe y i wanna put black n piink?coz hw like black n white den my teeth already white so put black then my favourite colour ish piink so black n white together wif piink...i noe it's stupid but i happy can lerhx...haha i still rmb i heard one sissy laughing...sounds like mine hurhs? yah yah~hw saes it's a girl~-_-'' like real wors...it's tt derrick if i'm not wrong his name ish spelt like tt bhax...blehx....frankly speaking the tym we spend talking on da phone hab becum lesser n lesser...hohoho....(yawn) wad tym lerhx now?...still chatting on msn somebody kept asking mie write testimonial dun feel like writing dun force me lehx walao eh....sianx lorhx...n nth tuu write...-no offence-
see n u will noe lerhx...-cry-
(e][R){kY} : YummY ! says:
now u haf time ?
(e][R){kY} : YummY ! says:
write me a testimonal lehx ...
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
okokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokokok
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
but i dunno write wad
(e][R){kY} : YummY ! says:
u gt wholivesnear you ACCOUNT ?
(e][R){kY} : YummY ! says:
but the testimonal dun use "Copy n Paste method" type it out..
(e][R){kY} : YummY ! says:
haha
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
i dunno write wad
(e][R){kY} : YummY ! says:
anything
(e][R){kY} : YummY ! says:
but not say bad about me .....
(e][R){kY} : YummY ! says:
u free chat ? sianz
(e][R){kY} : the best food in EXPO hall 4 is Potato Wedges ! haha says:
hello
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
wadddddddd?????????????????????????????????
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
u writing testimonal ?
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
walao eh u really really of damn want the testimonial die die also wannnn?????????
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
sorry larx ...
finally u let me go...haha...hehex...so no nid write testimonial liaos lorhx...WOOHOOOO!!!
sianx wah piang...no idea wad tuu write nia n i also dun really noe u nth tuu write de lor...haishx.
shit! i copied n paste the conversation...that guy sure angry dex...dun care larhx...hehex(no offence) sianx dun talk bout this lerhx okay change topic...today bmt training becoz of long tym no train lerhx then my shoulder very pain niax....run 5 rounds around the sch den 50 pumpings 60 sit ups ok larhx...only tt 5 rounds make mie wanna die...haha...wah sei..tis month i will b busy like siao my time table full of activities...got aviva got bmt outing got class outing hab tuu see orthodontics doctor then got bmt training...busy like siao...haha heyys aniwae can sieze the chance tuu spend tym wif him lorhx..but onli da aviva can see him...haishx...heh but nevamind it's 5 daes so tt means continuous 5 daes can see HIM!!!!!!!! shit...sorry...i'm going mad..once i think of 'wadeva' i WILL go crazy...hahax...

zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
i gonna put braces!!!
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
oh ?
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
ya!!!
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
so happy
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
why ? wat braces ?
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
teeth de larhx
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
ahlamak
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
oh
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
u dunno wad braces are?
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
pain !
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
ya
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
i know
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
but i wan good appearance haha
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
hah
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
hehx
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
dun smile after putting it
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
haha
(e][R){kY} : Holiday Sianz .... 1) ZZZzzz... 2) Eat says:
u free ? can chat ?
(e][R){kY} : S$660 needed . and $0.45 bus fare says:
u free ? can chat ?
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
y cant smile?
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
idiot larhx
(e][R){kY} : S$660 needed . and $0.45 bus fare says:
if n0t can see the braces
zi yao you ni wo jiu mun zu lerhx shi jie zai hei duo bu yao jing says:
stupid
(e][R){kY} : S$660 needed . and $0.45 bus fare says:
.....
(e][R){kY} : S$660 needed . and $0.45 bus fare says:
nvr take care of teeth ?
wtf...dun continue lerhx so stupid...ok...i continue watching youtube...tt website got mie haha...no larhx jkjk...next tym sure got mie...hehex...

2006-05-27T01:23:00.000+08:00

wooHoo....hehex my mum let mie go chalet but cant stay overnight...sianx coz my results good marhx...hehes...but results good got alot bad points....first, IF next year change class den cannot b wif jessica they all sianx...no really good frens...secondly, cant get at least $150 from government haha....jkjk...sianx niax....
jux came home from pasir ris.. straight after sch, went tuu Eelynn's hse coz meet her wif deanna at jurong east interchange then in sch nth tuu do den hw hab training den go her hse lo...after tt bout 2pm we went tuu jurong east interchange tuu meet deanna...we took bout more than 1hr tuu reach pasir ris from jurong east! wad a tiring journey...almost sleep in the train.after tt we took bus 354 to downtown east and we went tuu eat our lunch at mac before we went finding the chalet....we went tuu the pasir ris park de beach walk around while waiting for esther lam coz her grandfather got cancer so she will b late...-sad- so we walk along the beach lo...den saw nice nice de seashells those can open n close dex....then i thought of sumthing...den i told eelynn'hey we can play *sumthing* inside da shells horx...she sae hmm ya lor..then we 3 went around looking for tt kinda shells after about half an hour,esther's aunt called she ask us tuu meet dem at the entrance....den i thought i will return back here so i put the seashells on the sands thinking tt i would collect it later....den we went tuu find the costa sand resort find for bout 20mins bahx finally find the right costa sand resort n esther lam finally appear! phew!
we helped dem tuu packed the things and start the fire-BBQ. Time flys,it's around 6pm suthing bahx den we started tuu BBQ help tuu bbq the food for dem...anyway ther r esther lam+ deanna+eelynn+yun zhong+tiffany+calista n me! BBQ n eat until bout 8pm like tt then play roller blade fall down 2 times but not pain larhx... dunno how tuu play marhx haha...hmmm but quite fun lo...then we hab BBQ marshmallows tt's delicious! after tt it's around 9pm liaos then calista suggested tt we'll go tuu the pasir ris park for night walk hehex....but we neva stay long we lied down on eelynn's n my bag(coz after tt we r going straight home) we lied down on the road n admire the sky...it's a special night coz there r quite alot of stars in the sky too bad hw neva go...anyway after awhile we calista saw a whole big bunch of ppl cuming towards us we immediately get up coz paisey marhx haha den when they came nearer den we saw them clearly...chey is the primary sch student having their camp there...scared us! when they r quite faraway we continued admiring the stars in the sky...n we decided tuu make a wish and we hope tt we could see a shooting star bo bian in the end neva saw but we r all very happy n calista said tt she neva regret cuming here. wonderful! me too! thanks tuu esther lam! really enjoy ur chalet alot!we had so much fun there lo...really too bad lo such a romatic place haha...nevamind bahx...hahax...at least got lychee water drink haha jux kiddin larhx...
~will alwaes rmb the happy moments we've spent together. No matter wif hu.~
anyway so sad neva go bowling coz jessica said tt it's very fun haishx miss this chance budden my mum dun let also marhx haiyo dunno larhx but anyway must congratulate Xinyi the bowling champion n jessica the 2nd runner up! well done keep it up man! haha!CONGRATULATIONS!

2006-05-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

Camp rawkz man. hmm.enjoy it very much but so damn tiring lo....went home 4sumnthing then bath then sleep liaos...until the next morning....pig hor? but i really very tired first tym first until really look like a damn pig lo...from around 5pm sleep until the wed 6am wake up...wah piang...but still very tired...
WEDNESDAY
wah piang today many ppl neva go sch if i knew tt i wouldnt hab gone tuu sch niax...so damn tired lo...haishx...stupid jesslyn PSK huh...neva cum sch PS me papa n mama.Mama misses u so much lorx den neva cum but lucky got some peace sorrry tuu sae tt but u really very noisy...haha mux hide from u liaos lata u see this entry will surely kill mie n ur tt QD will scold mie too! hahas...ok dun make fun of u...hehex hey gurl u mux cherish him...though....i object u being wif him...i OBJECT but wad cann i do i use knife force u arhx? cannot b rite...phew! todae sianx got angry got crazy got sad...more of sad...-cry- sianx niax..wanna get more sleepp....arhxxx...dunno whether i really got tuu do tis but mayb 1 day i hab no choice coz i'm really stuck in the middle n dunno wads the next route tuu take anyway i wan go pasir ris to attend esther lam's chalet...sianx cant go...suan le...n got ppl sae tt he/she very sianx no mood... relax larhx my faulth mehx not i mak u no mood rite i dunno wad happen but jux tuu sae relax okay...i dunno wad happen N SO i cant do anything...hmm seems like trouble looking for mie again...i'm in the wrong?hope notx. But all i can sae tt it's my choice. mayb i ba chui pa stamp or wad....i dint noe anything-innocentt- blehx sianx larhx...bb all i can say ish sorry sorry sorry....and sorry sorry though sorry cant solve the thinggy but theres nth i can do....dunno wad the hell n y i tpe is entry...nth tuu rite so anyhow rite? -lame- heyys i really dunno wad i writing-half asleep- anyway gtg bb...SORRY SORRY SORRY... I LOVE CAMP!!!!! HEYYS HOPE TIS YEAR BADMINTON CAMP LONGER 1 WEEK BETTER....HAHAS...

2006-05-21T19:44:00.000+08:00

Today went out wif my cousin n my family. we went tuu 'goat farm', 'firefiles healthy vegetable farm', 'bollywood', 'aerogreen farm','frog farm'. we try the goat milk my mum dint wanna try she said tt got the goat de smell n da smell stinks...hmmm i tried goat milk hmm...it's delicious! n i sayang the goat they r so cute lo...wah piang even now my hands got the goat smell....haha....tuu b continued me going prepare tml's sec 2 camp lerhx....bye...
~i hate euu~-bitch

2006-05-17T19:08:00.000+08:00

Today go IMM wif my sis n mum...den my sis wanna go minitoons den my mum jux look around while i accompany my sis actually wanna buy sumthing for him dex but den neberr briing money suan lerhx lor next tym bahx. C liaos my sis nth tuu buy den we went out of the shop to look for mummy den a woman around 40 years old ask us whether we r above 16 anot den my sis say she is den she ask us tuu help her go tuu the service counter register dunno wad den can win sumthing dex. then she squezzed my sis's arm den walk very fast i thought she going do wad something bad larhx kidnapped? how can b? so many ppl hahax... then i follow behind the woman n my sis. the woman talk so fast i cant keep up "B56@H#jh@f#fr9g0" dunno wad she talking, talk until like tt so unclear...den reach the service centre liaos then the staff lady ask us izzit the woman blah blah blah den we sae yayaya,tt woman ask us tuu help her...then the staff sae dun care bout her...n say tt the tuu register dey nid her IC number blah blahx den we walk away lor....i ask my sis tuu ran orelse later the woman catch up den siao liao !the woman i think sortx sortx de bahx...hahax...then after that we saw the woman behind us!!!! i hold my sis hand tightly n ran....IN IMM SO PAISEY LO...bo bian...haha...then 2gether wif my mum we went tuu giant...phew! she lost sight of us! hehex thanks tuu mie!no larhx.jk.den buy my things lor nid tuu buy slippers for camp yay! then saw dedorant then buy lor anyway can use it marhx n it smells great!so buy lorx hahax....wah piang nobody sms mie sianx then 5.30pm reach home...haishx my whole mind bout him lorhx....shopping also now also every second also... it's da truth~huiishann will neberr liie de worrs~ hahax die liaos si liaos si liaos cant live without him liaos haishx....hahas....[embarrassed] so mushy mushy...ahhahahaha..thiink of hiim so excited,happy. wah sei today also help jessica do her blog de thingy then tml again nid tuu help jesslyn do her blog sianx...my eyes so black lerhx after hrs looking at the screen tired lehx...HW!!!dey bully mie...haha juz kidding larhx...is i ask dem whether nid my help anot larhx i willingly help dem dex larhx think i first chose my blogskin first den help jesslyn create a blog...kekex...[so cunning] ...ok larhx later still nid tuu use com dex. today neberr talk tuu him on the phone makes my life so damn sianx half dead lerhx...my day todae ish quite dark dex nobody brighten up my dae!!![crys] k larhx i shld b happy coz i hab a wonderful him..hahas...ohhs sorry for mie being mushy mushy again ok larhx bb lor....-_-^^^go eat dinner later again do blogg de thingy or i will take a rest watch tv... i hate sat n sundays coz no sch no sch means cant c him cant see him means i'm dying...haha....

2006-05-17T19:03:00.000+08:00

finally finish my bloggie thingy wah piang spent so much tym on it...in the end i dun like it! the background too plain lor...sianx..i wanna change blogskin again but spend alot of tym...haishx..i wan animations dex den black n piink da best haha now going find blogskins lerhx...wait for my new blogskin!!! cya!aniwae yesterdae play badminton so shiok lor hehes n also got him accompany wah sei so.....xingfu!!!!

2006-05-02T20:18:00.000+08:00

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